Tuesday, October 31, 2006 . Was it a wrong thought?

I guess, it's an emotional attack, yea...truly this is not the first or second time that such thought pop up in my mind. How sad is it for us to lost control in our mind, how come it is just so natural to feel dislike than appreciate. I dont wish to be the way it is but evils have driven my mind away......how good would it be to wipe away all these bad toughts.

Thomas LAU Rambled at 8:35 pm
------ . A wrong attitude on study

Final exam is coming up in less than 3 weeks time, really got no movitation to study, working so hard from the starting till now and seems that i hv pretty much achieved the requirements for the undergraduate degree...really cant get the point of studying before the last minute for hving no scholarship nor self-satisfaction...okay, i hv made-up the studying plan today, n the determination is still......

Thomas LAU Rambled at 11:36 am
------ Monday, October 30, 2006 . A day of good luck was spoiled

Roused from sleep at around 4 in the morning, actually i hv forgotten to set the alarm when i slept ytd, my biological clock woke me up for the perparation of my maths seminar...and worked till sch with pretty low efficiency, managed to finish the seminar right on time, and also feel quite competent with it...somehow my teacher Phil was absent today, suppose to feel happy with it, but it just wasted my effort of waking up completely......don't know y am i so rashly today, my body is so nimble that it work much faster than my brain, and stupid things are resulted frequently, and it's really really weird tht my brain was so itchy...so i decided to skip all the classes for the prevention of foolish things to arise...

Hv lost the passionated heart for ppl recently, feel so sick of serving , sort of disappointment of hving no encouragemnet with wtever u hv done, umum...shouldnt be like this, so capricious i am. Why do i always compare so much.....sigh.....tht costed me a great prize...n...i still cant get rid of it even if i'm here in Aus, I guess i'll compare till the extend tht i lost everything eventually, well done Thomas.

Thomas LAU Rambled at 1:05 pm
------ Tuesday, October 03, 2006 . 3rd Oct 2006

Just came back from prayer meeting, praise God that i didnt being picked in phy class for seminar, coz i hvnt finish my powerpoint till now, so lazy......chem test on Mon was okay, coz there isnt any need for me to get more than enough for a 7. hving shepherding today, tests in life, my difficulties are so little when compared, i dont even know whether i can stand in suitation like that, anyway i will continuously pray for u Jason, my shepherd. Maybe courtship really hinder my walk with God at the moment, God i know u hv a better plan for me, and i know if she is really the Ms. right, time is not an issue.
YEA~!!! i found my aim, focus, purpose~!!!

Thomas LAU Rambled at 10:28 pm
------ Sunday, October 01, 2006 . 1st Oct 2006

Today is China's national day, hvnt been missing it, coz dont really got that sense of belonging to my country, maybe that's the drawback to be from HK, the city that handed over for less than 10 yrs......ytd was our church's 13th aniversary, celebrated in Sunnybank high sch, the dance n sing was sensational, the whole process was awesome, praise God !! Took pile of photos with those Sunday best dressing, but got to keep backuping them as i didnt forget that my laptop hard drive is dying......Got no Sunday service today (probably the only time in a yr), went to New Farm to hv BBQ with Judah 4, took citycat from St. Lucia, the 1st time that i travel to the east of Brisbane river, those dream houses along 2 sides of the river, wow~! Had heaps of fun there, n photosss again!
Today is already the last day of mid-sem break.....so sad.....n furthermore got to prepare for tmrs chem test, better start revision now, work hard!!!

Thomas LAU Rambled at 7:14 pm
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