又中了書本的咒詛,
在物質忙碌的陰暗底下, 好久沒有享受生活的樂趣了.
那些是缺乏滿足感的埋頭苦幹, 怎麼來些成功感呢.
讀書就是為了提升日後的生活質素, 還會有冗長的五年哩.
又要甚麼紮根永恆, 誰放的屁, 現在就是做不到.
尚有許多的嘗試與挑戰等著, 就是停不下來.
很久沒有由荃灣回家了, 也不知道還有機會沒有,
很想念, 但卻只是單方面的.
若生活就只有這樣的枯燥乏味, 死了去也真罷了.
做這麼多的為甚麼, 沒有很多的值這麼多.
究竟, 我們嚮往的是甚麼?
It was the very 1st time for me to help out in a Kids-involved ministry, it was great, made a couple of little new friends and i was so popular among the little kids, the channel of communication with kids was just born with me. One of them have gripped my msn and i was even being invitied to the birthday party of one of them. Pretty much enjoy the whole thing, it was something i hv never been to when i was a kid, truely believe that Sunday school play a significant role on the kids, it is a precious time tht kids can be exposed to the religious life as in the commerical-titled world. They will never know that stuff they learn in Sunday sch grant them for the basics of bible knowledge, which is so hard for those who were born in non-christian family to catch up. After a week of cross-country studying, i had a pretty idle weekend with workdone tends to zero. Somehow, u'll never discover it until the weekend has literally passed away......okay...at least i studied until midnight at uni, in front of the internet......
There must be sth wrong with Thomas's body mechanism, he have been rolling on the bed since 3a.m. and now it's already 5a.m., but it doesn't stop him from staring at the ceiling of the dark room......
Anyway, there was a breakthrough upon home improvement last night which should be marked down in modern world history, legend Thomas once again came up with another world-impacting idea, which is, to hv a thorough change for the poor living environment he is living in now. Okay, basically wt is trying to say here is tht George, Alex n Thomas had made up an agreement (also regarded as the Alpha Street event in history) which is about lifting up the poverty-level living standard by changing the entire decoration of the apartment. Rough planning has been proposed, and it's ready to put into action within 2 weeks time.
To buy:
A brand new television
LCD monitor
DVD player
PS 3
Water-filtering vacuum cleaner
and a lot...
To do:
Cleaning the carpet
Rearranging all furniture
Cleaning the whole apartment
and......
How cool Jaguar is ?
They are fascinating, and definitely are the movitation for study, believe me or not.
the little corner of my studying area
a knife stand
the opposite of monopoly
my dream car
Thomas scored 147 in a single game of bowling~!
The best alternative of studying in saturday morning is surfing on internet and blogging, n apparently i hv done both of them as the replacement of sleeping for the whole morning, so i was browsing my fd's blog n i hv found that another inter-crossing linkage between my fds hv formed, once again the world is so small...(another incidient happened recently was tht a staff in my sch was the housmate of my churchmate's sister two yrs ago).......It wasnt so gd to rain in a saturday morning, my little potted plant was blew off the stairs down onto the ground and i guess it is now badly injured, somehow botany is my weakest bit for biology, n so wt i can do is keeping it from dying but not to rescue it. I still rmb tht when the time i took it home as a gift for my baptism, it was so dull n dreary. Someone at home was so smart n put it out of the apartment for the exposion of direct sunlight (that smarty was Thomas), i was amazed by the strong living power of the little plant, it was so vivacious after just two days, i think it shouldnt be a problem for it this time. Alright, time to go back for study...
Another day started off with a tied match......it is so tiring to wake up earily in the morning n finish up assignments, evenmore to c ur favourite team drew a game......okay, the interuption of the TS report is done! But the never-ending workload is poured onto me, Thomas with his fatigued body....well, i can hear the roaring from exams for their coming over......feelin the dryness of life with nth much can do, sigh.....got to catch-up with some various life or else Thomas will die somewhere without announced.
Life seems to be getting harder n harder here in helly Brisbane, so longing for the time to go back...
'What good is it for a man to gain the whole world, and yet lose or forfeit his very self?'
Luke 9:25
so sarcastic...
