Seriously, m thinkin tht i've got insomnia, either i cant sleep till 4a.m. or woke up at bloody earily 5a.m., wt hv been wrong ?? Life is hard without much of sleep, and sometimes even dangerous when i'm hving practical driving lessons. Maybe it's like some kind of ailing symptoms......wanna give a damn...

Went to the study area in library with Mr. Ambrose n Ms. Anna ytd, feeling so productive coz i've finished the first handout of a single unit after rounds n rounds of harassment from two of them. There was a heart of thanksgiving in my heart today when i was in the library, with all in a sudden tht i found myself a yr before was one of those AL or CE strikers digging deep into textbooks with not much of purpose, and i feel so glad tht i've been to Aussieland to borden my horizons n enrich my experiences. Thanks!

For no reason youde au called, and for another no reason i packed up the phone call during the middle of my sweet dreams, n even couldnt sleep afterwards. Once again m so blurred with a big mist on the sleepy head and dont know wt's going on, probably she got a little quarrel with her current bf n trouble sleep in the middle of the night. And why would i be wondering for the reason? Shouldnt bother this too much, as it'll for certain get raise to a false hope. She has taken my love upon her for granted......

與妳總是一籮籮沒完沒了的算,
彷彿五年日子會匆匆過,
我性子急 討厭等,
還好, 我有許多的目標待幹,
理智循規道舉追求生活的是.
我也知道
一切都會變得更好 更好的!

This has been another countless night that I am thinking of her, the girl who shares 15 months of memorable n precious memories with me, who has betrayed and left me alone. It have been about 3 months since we set apart form each other, but every single moments of memory is just as clear as it freshly happened. Really wish sincerely that all these bitterness can be taken away from me, and how much I wish that she is still supporting me around, being filled with her joy and love. It is just a josh on me to love her who is now attached.
I’m so sick of being revolved with the bitterness that she have brought me.
I want to hate you so much.
I just, don’t dare to love anymore...

Lord,
please heal me,
even if I am not worth to be…