Monday, October 30, 2006 . A day of good luck was spoiled

Roused from sleep at around 4 in the morning, actually i hv forgotten to set the alarm when i slept ytd, my biological clock woke me up for the perparation of my maths seminar...and worked till sch with pretty low efficiency, managed to finish the seminar right on time, and also feel quite competent with it...somehow my teacher Phil was absent today, suppose to feel happy with it, but it just wasted my effort of waking up completely......don't know y am i so rashly today, my body is so nimble that it work much faster than my brain, and stupid things are resulted frequently, and it's really really weird tht my brain was so itchy...so i decided to skip all the classes for the prevention of foolish things to arise...

Hv lost the passionated heart for ppl recently, feel so sick of serving , sort of disappointment of hving no encouragemnet with wtever u hv done, umum...shouldnt be like this, so capricious i am. Why do i always compare so much.....sigh.....tht costed me a great prize...n...i still cant get rid of it even if i'm here in Aus, I guess i'll compare till the extend tht i lost everything eventually, well done Thomas.

Thomas LAU Rambled at 1:05 pm
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