This has been another countless night that I am thinking of her, the girl who shares 15 months of memorable n precious memories with me, who has betrayed and left me alone. It have been about 3 months since we set apart form each other, but every single moments of memory is just as clear as it freshly happened. Really wish sincerely that all these bitterness can be taken away from me, and how much I wish that she is still supporting me around, being filled with her joy and love. It is just a josh on me to love her who is now attached.
I’m so sick of being revolved with the bitterness that she have brought me.
I want to hate you so much.
I just, don’t dare to love anymore...

Lord,
please heal me,
even if I am not worth to be…